My Life as I know it
Monday, August 20, 2012
Love as I know it.
The ability to commit to someone appears to be so difficult these days, especially in my generation. I find myself asking why is it so hard to find the person your suppose to be with for the rest of my life? Is it really in our anatomy not to be monogamous? Why do people get tired of the same person? Were we doomed from the beginning of the relationship? SHould I have the mindset that all relationships are temporary?
I have so many questions that I wish I could answer. Ive been through so much these past few years, broke up, made up, broke up again, tried to make it work, then ending things on what is suppose to be good terms is quickly turning bad. I hate and love this person just as equally. We could never be friends and apart of me doesn't think this person deserves to have a person like me in their life. Love to me is the most powerful feeling given to a human being. It can be a gift or a curse. Can cause you to do the dumbest things and you wouldn't do for yourself.
It extremely so weird that you love faster than you lose love. Love comes and goes, and seems to leave more than stay. I'm content at where I am in my life. I know it can only get better from here even if I do end up alone. I know I have friends that I love and people who will stay in my life forever. This will be enough for me.
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